I feel numb.

This home-buying process is starting to get to me. Both the loan and the request for extension from the seller are completely up in the air and we're completely out of control with NO type of guarantee that we'll end up in this condo. We've already passed our contingency time, so the seller could call at any moment and say, "Sorry, you're SOL. We're going with someone else."

The lack of communication from the bank (seller) is extremely frustrating. I'm not allowing myself to be stressed out because I want to do whatever I can to keep little Maddie healthy... But now I just feel numb. I'm just counting the days as they go by and making whatever back up plans I can. Tonight I start looking into apartments that will rent to us on a month-to-month basis so that we can house hunt after the baby is born.

I'm going to the New Kids on the Block concert tomorrow night and should be THRILLED (I certainly was when I bought the tickets!), but I'm not too excited about anything right now. I suppose it's better than being completely stressed out, but it still sucks to not really feel like myself.

Okay, enough whining. I know I have a lot to be thankful for. I need to focus on that. Thanks for listening to me.